ii hating every tiing now .. every tiings iis so fucking dark, solutide , and ALONE.~~

wateva laa~~ jus freaking pissed ....



siick and tire of tiish WORLD/REALIATY~~!

g0nna LEAVE tiish PLACE~~! ii WaNT uu

heyy heyy (: ii`m finally posting tiish up (:

tiis post is dedicated tuu my 1 and onlii giir (: FAA(:

a really really good fren,pal,penpal,msn/audii buddy or wateva uu wann call iit ...
how diid i met her .. hmm ... by luck ? or CHANCE? lets see ? iin audii iin a random room ?

she a thai giirl living iin germany ... far far far FAR away from singapore.. and yet she asian .. aint tat COOL?

well ii tiink she AWESOME(:
she really really a very sweet friendly giirl ... and ii LOVE her LOADS(:

we have alot of similarities .. yet we are oso very different.
and she one of the person ii can really tok too (: and she listen and tell miie how she feel abt iit .. a one good listener(:

ohh yea.. she has a cute voice too (: and a fantastic accient... germ+thai~~! iit COOL riight (:

and we sum tiime have the same ting on mind .. say the same tiing at the same time ...

to be continue.. ii WaNT uu

TIISH MORNING while leaving for wokr ii saw to cats ~! 1 orange and i blackish grey ~~!
orange one abt 2~3 YRS OLD ? the blackish one iis looks liike few month old ? and ii was goiing liike ... Kyaa.. Neko wa KAWAII~~!(:
for the next 2~3 day gonna be very boring , dazy and so CRAP UP~~! as dad aint iin SG again ~~! mum working , bro gort mr. Chevolet to work...so gotta wake up early and and train dwn tuu work ): ROAR~~! doesnt matter...
kenny iis one crazy fellow~~! walk oso no sound de. And still come and frighten miie!! wart tiish Man ... My freaking SOUL fly out arr ~~!EBIL LARR~~!my god ... when iin tuu rest. tuu change the tat silly fellow forgot tuu put hiis bag iin locker ...helped hiim put where he usually does .. when tuu kitchen and tiish wart he say... ii know.. sumone will help miie bring iin locker de .. ii was liike " he knew iit was coming" .. DIIAO.. regretted doing iit...anyy wayy.. today kenny and ethan gang bang miie again ... fuck larr... when diid they become so SYNC? DANG~~

then during lunch operation must cook riice right.. so ii put 3 kg rice on top of the table but iit wasnt on the edge of the table , then ii when tuu search for sakae .. but ii didnt freaking touch the table nor make any movement ... GUEST WART~~! the freaking 3kg of rice ... commited suicide by it self ~~! 跳落自杀~~！WTF~~! afta tat a mini salad bowl crashes tuu the floor ...but it wasnt miie but siew ling , she was the controller for lunch.both of us were die-iing .but we manage sum how (:[[siewliing !! we diid iit (: yuuHUU(:]]

today was freaking funn (: kipp disturbing kenny... then habb nyaa fight wiit hiim (:he kept petting my head Z.x then he jealous tat kent-san greet miie (:wakakas...

then ETHAN~~!Kept correcting hiis english :D so funny la~~! then he dulan (:so suit hiim (: at 5:45 hadd staff meal ... KENNY COOK FOR MIIE (: carbo carbo (: so at 6pm start blending brown saucee(:
DAMN~~ iit freaking hot larr ... ohh yea (: NEWS FLASH~~ [[ TIISH IIS SO FREAKING C OOL~~! KENNY AND ETHAN CARRY THE STOCK POT TGT (: iit so AMAZING, FABULOUS, FANATASTIC,WONDERFUL~~!]] talking abt tiish .. kenny nort bad horr ethan oso ..

Kenny: wow .. maiisy throw the rice on the floor iis so FANTASTIC/FABULOUS.
pls larr iis drop ... DROP~~!

ethan: iii dunn care uu OH MY GOD , wonderful marvelous or wart larr... gort paella mean gort paella...
ii oso neber sayy ii dunn washh...

moving on, my apron for blending the brown sauce was black thrash bag (: ram helped miie iin cutting the holes for my head and arm.. iit extreme big larr ~~! liike dress siia...then blend blend blend blend blend... 8 30 pack paella .. then 9 pm end work... FUCKING TIRED LARR...

then train home... otw hme .. kenny called... wahh damn jialat larr... tmr preparation ... sure diie ... then friday gort a table of 16 ii tiink?? sum function or wart... tmr gort lots of tiing tuu do ...iif nort .. kenny diie diie on fri (:
tmr kenny off ... SADD): but gege will be here (: HAPPY(:

so guess i`ll stop here ..

tiish post iis bloody long larr ...

JA
#MAII

P.S. II LOVES KENNY AND ETHAN DADDIEX(: ii WaNT uu

[[ ii S0 LoveS KENNY AND ETHAN]]]]

yo yo yo yo (: todayy started off pretty well wiit hiim... but ended up BAD wiit.. the FREAKING MR. CABBAGIIE ... crap larr .. dunno whyy the blade jus wunn slice the damn cabbage... anywayy ... b4 all tiish .. took da lift up tuu maiison ... then saw kenny walking toward miie... then he saiid no one here yet .. door nort open .. so ii orrhx bck .. started walking ... he was behind miie and suddenly saiid ," behind gort ppl". so ii turned .. but no one, ii turned bck and recieved a punch on the face .. thx alot... few sec later , he diid iit again .. and ii was so tuupid tuu repeat iit .. DANG~~ but iit was FUN (:

any way .. another tiing iis .. ethan ... hiis freaking weiird larr ... kiip asking when myy boyfrend coming ? or is he coming today? arghh... then kiip banging into miie.. but refuse tuu admiit.. sayy wart road narrow , gort big- vehicle blocking .. etc.. then then .. he oso say .. today go out arr? where uu going ? ii[ethan] oso go~~! CRAP, wart wrong wiith uu ppl ...

now ii fiind tat peter is the only normal ppl there .. lols..

another one iis kenny .. RAWR~~ wart wrong wiit hiim ... laughing at anytiing ethan shoot miie .. ebil... then todayy .. all becos of hiim .. ii end work around 6++ but nort 5 pm . then tmr ii must work until 9 pm .. SOBBX~~ tmr no enuff ppl ... haiis ...

ii fiind tat ethan and kenny can be good FRENDs as they agree upon most of the tiing about miie..
liike ii tell ethan they or hiim iis jus a frend... then kenny must butt iin and say iis boyfriend .. ~~! ROAR~~! then then aiiyarr.. both of them iis iin sync larr .. tat all ii can sayy ...

and ethan ... ii neber sayy uu cant speak english ... ii jus say uu and kenny speak eng very HILARIOUS... but uu are " AWESOME, TERRIFIC,FANTASTIC,FABULOUS(:"
hahahas.. yea... that abt all barrr....
ii may leave out many tiing .. but iit alright..(:

JA
#Maii<3

P.S. II LOVE THEMS ii WaNT uu

ohh god.. iit so freaking hilarious...

anyy wayy .. i`ll cut all my opening lines.. as it alway the same .. GOD~~ cant ii tiink of any tiing better.. ohh well .. doesnt matter..

so was otw tuu work .. when reach saw kenny... and the HILARIOUS part was .. he was waiting for a lift tat doesnt work .. or rather have nort started working .. didnt he liike see the sign? 10:00am-10:00pm. ii greeted hiim and left .. and few sec later he was behind mie ... his lazy larr .. dunn wann tuu climb stairs.. LOLS.. no brain... kekes...

yea, ii guess i`ll jus stop here ... nth much tuu say lerr (:

JA

Maii<3 ii WaNT uu

i`ll be cutting all open line and getting str8 tuu the point... FRI 11/12 was a freaking unluckyy DAY for miie ... ii g0t 3 shot by 3 different ppl.. ROAR~~! so here and the 3 lucky hitters...
hitter number 1. CHAN KUAN TATT using a blue tubb.
lucky hitter number 2. KENNY KANG KENG SENG using the FREAKING porceline soup BOWL.
Last but nort least number 3. ETHAN TAI BOON KENG using a metal tray.
freaking suay larr ... afta kenny hit my head.. ii tot ethan was the "safest" person to be wiit.. but never new he wud oso giib miie a shot on the head ): thx aLOT... so the saying.. the most dangerous place is the safest place iis SO not TRUE.. as ii tot .. ethan daddiiex iis the most DANGEROUS PLACE at the same time the most SAFEST place.. but ii am wrong.. HELL WRONG... afta tiis 3 knocking .. ii when a lol kukuu ... lols ... so .. tat all tat hapen then (: ii WaNT uu

could see it in your eyes
tasted it in our first kiss
Stranger in this lonley town
Saved me from my emptiness

You took my hand
Remember you told me it would be okay
I trusted you to hold my heart
But fate is pulling me away from you


Even if I leave you now
and it breaks my heart
Even if Im not around
I wont give in,I can't give up

On this love,you've become a piece of me
It makes me sick to even think
of mornings waking up alone
Searching for you in my sheets,Don't fade away


On this love,I cant just lose you,no
On this love,I never felt anything like this before

Tell me the truth,no matter what we're going through!
Will you hold on too?

||~*~|| ii WaNT uu

heyy heyy will be blogging abt SUndayy ii tiink (:
woke upp around 12pm. but iit was faric`s phon3 call .. ARGHH... slpt liike around 5 am ... kekes .. shiok arr... then then ... quickly get dressed and go tuu cine... was goona catch new moon (: NIICE (: then then ... afta movie .. when tuu 313@ som3rs3t tuu look for a present for faric`s mum (: when tuu cant rmb is iit sookee or citigems tuu get a necklace for her (: then ii oso saw 2 necklace ii LURBB... but didnt took photo of iit ): ii tiink iit made out of rose gold and in a shape of a star (: maybe 2 stars combined tgt (:afta tat faric had tuu leave ... then ii was left al0one tuu waiit for niickyy,raff,yongzhi... wahh .. slow larr... then ii walked around 313 my self .. iit was montain ppl montain sea (:ren shan ren hai ~~! espescially uni QLU.. scaryy larr .. every tiing was on opening offer ... then cashier was liike >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> tiish long (: every shelves was freaking messed up ... had tuu get out of there ...so when tuu walk around sum more until raf called and asked miie tuu move my wayy tuu skate park the bustop tuu waiit for hiim... then afta meet hiim ... when tuu starhubb tuu buy myy batt .. ii fiind tat my batt wunn last for 2 day .. kiip using iit ...
then we travel tuu LJS for dinner (: had clam chowder .. but FREAKING NORT NIICE ... hmmpx... B.S and P.S de nicer larr .. afta tat when for sum excercise... there was a commotion out there ... a mother .. sumhow fallen ii tiink ... she had ice pack on her forehead and she kept holding her nose.. then afta awhile ambulance came... yea .. afta excerise .. we left for .. startbuck at hilton hotel ... slack there for alot of hours.... and fished up alot of ppl ... liike 1st - my short while BF- eddiie, 2nd xiin yan , 3rd kian an(:... then chat chat chat chat chat until 12 + cab hme... BF so sweet cab home wiith miie .. paying my share of the cab fare (:

SO SWEET of uu (: THANKS QQ
h0pe tuu meet uup wiith uu GUYS SOON(:
LURBB YERR~~!


Byee Byee buu (:

MAII<3 ii WaNT uu

(:
omg .. ii finally decided on wart colour i`mm gonna dye for myyie new scence look .. iit gonna be electric blue ii guess ?

[[ when ii get depressed, ii cut my wrist iin EVERY DIRECTION]]

[[ ii cant BREATHE]]


[[ ii LovE THem]]


[[ FUCK those WhosE Attchenment ENDED and ENDING XD]] ii WaNT uu

tokiing abt waver ... goshh ... ii cant believe i`m wavering for hiim ... when she help miie tuu forget hiim ... and now sum1 encourage miie tuu confess tuu hiim ): BLAHH>.<" iit wunn work out .. and ii know iit wunn work out for us (: dunn tell miie tuu TRYY ..

cos ii FUCKING know iit will nort WORK out... uu heard tat !! but ii`m happy tat uu ask miie tuu go for iit (:

but still ii wunn ...
so wart attchement ending lerr (:
part 2 will be up soon(: ii WaNT uu

短短一秒钟 就算是短短一秒钟
就像是牵住他的手
就像是亲口对他说
我爱你 我爱你
我用经所有美好梦想
就算和别人享有
你精彩的假动作
会让我爱你跟多（：

Crap... CanT Continue .. no inspiration ）：


will edit soon (: ii WaNT uu

heyy.. here ii begin my day agaiin ... today woke up early. gort dressed and cab dwn... ii tot ii cud be ear but still ... reach there at 9:20.. and the fucking cab fare cost miie $26.90 .. then a sms say ii recieved in the aftanoon say tat iim alway slpping and sleepy ... WTF .. ii ii know ii wudnt even care... ii wud rather be ther LATE... WatEVA~~ then during lunch operation ii apologise tuu ya-san .. becos ii broke a soup bowl yesterday niight .. then he kiip suan/tease miie larr .. Saying .. relax relax ... dunn angry ... uu wann throw the soup bowl arr? the soup bowl important .. left very lil ... >.<" then when ii giib net any tiing horr .. he oso will ask miie tuu relax... SO cute LA~~! afta operation diid mise en place wiit kenny (: so fun ..ohh yea .. hiis one wiierd DUDE~~! well, he wore polo tee and jean .. then those kind of hip hop shoe... but under hiis jean and shoe ... iis a freaking long socks... LOLS ...freaking FUNNY larr ... ii wunder b4 tiish liife was kenny a K-9 dog or sumting ? ... or is iit miie tat spoke too loud? 3 tiime lerr leii ... tat he heard miie saying stuff abt hiim... can gort few smacking from hiim (:

ethan iis another one... he saiid he wanted tuu jue jiao wiith miie (: and say .. when ii go hme must becareful .. he will be waiting for miie (: LAII BA(: my rm door open biig biig for uu (: then he oso liike tuu act as a victim (: hahas dunn suiit hiim larr ~~! then he oso wann tuu duan tiish Frendship and nort tok tuu miie (: but he kept toking tuu miie (: he another one so cutee oso(:

wahh... tiish kenny kang keng seng damn bastard de ... kiip smack miie .. uu watch out arr... FRIDAY uu DIIE...

afta work wiit FRENDS SLACK AND SHAG (: ii LOVE THEM (:
thanks for the ACCOMPANY-ment(:
let SLACK MORE (:

#Maii<3
JA# ii WaNT uu

AHhh... screaM(: TODAYY IIS SUCH A FUCKING HAPPY DAYY (:
l0ve iit (:
every tiing from 10 - 5 when smoothly ii guess (:
hadd tuu tok tuu wise old peter... gort tuu SLAP ethan Daddiex on hiis BACK(: and gort tuu cat fiight wiith KENNY (:
so fun larr ...

anyy wayy end work at 5:17...
punch card then when fiind raff budd(:

then waited for peng pebg and nikki(:

when catch a movie (: wanted tuu watch new moon but both iluma and bugis nort showing yet ): then gokusen iin iluma at 9:35 so late ):

then we decieded tuu watch CASE39... iit nort niice larr .. but still can accept iit

then hadd dinner/supper then go hme (:

tat ALL(:

JA
Maii<3 ii WaNT uu

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