ii lurbB uu♥ Sep 20, 2009'
12:31 AM
todayy... isnt a good day for miie ... 3 day there have been haiir iin food ... then haddd tuu wear shower cap thiingy .. roar... but tat nort the point ... during nites operation ... during tat tiime ii g0rt burned twice... 1 was bruce 2nd was ya-san.. s0bbx.. then ii cried... and pace slowed dwn.. then iit liike 9-15 lerr kenny ask kmiie tuu g0 hme... hadd staff meal .. ethan daddie cook de(: but no mood so eat 0nlii 2 m0uth then dunn wann lerr... then left wiith hiime.. ii h0pe he w0uld ask miie tuu stay .. anyy wayy ... train hmr .. then bruce called miie.. and lectured/talk... saying stuff ... so crap larr...he know iit painful but dunn cry .. and he say he was angry with my "baby attitude" ... and my pace was slowing dwn... he helps mie alot and hiis tired ... ii diid want to do all the stuff iim iin charge of .. but uu are the one who say ii help uu~~! and how can uu tell miie tiish ... even iif painfull dunn cry ... kiip iit iin (: and how can uu say THE PAIN IS JUS ALL IN MY HEAD~~! iit FUCKING PAIN LARR.... but uu and kenny jus say iit normal small matter... ii feeL s0 FUCKING DWN LARR...
iit n0 0nes fualt but iit FUCKING MINE~~! ii was too tuupid and BLIND tuu see my surrounding ... 0r take kenny sayying ii jus playing around (:
ii FUCKING CANT BEKLIEVE uu ~~! uur jus LIKE THE REST... uu get fuckiing tired and LEAVE ... ii w0nder who iis NEXT? Kenny ? 0r ahh tat ?
every tiing ii wrote iis s0 FUCKING TRUE~~!
whyy wud they wann a FUCKING tuupid person Liike MIE?
0r rather whyy am ii iin tiish FUCKING PATHETIC WORLD "?
ii`m jus a FUCKING ETRAX ... wasting tiish pathetic world AIR,MONEY,FOOD. p0lluting m0re 0f tiish FUCKING WORLD~!
老天在玩我！？
