ii lurbB uu♥ Sep 9, 2009'
12:28 AM
ellos ellos ... been a few dayy ii have nort been blogging Z.z tuu busy and lazyy tuu blogg ~~ as nth good happen ~~!
1. mo mo ren start iit bck agaiin [2~ 3 wk le ba]
2. Peter iis tuu wiise ~~!
3. rumour iis flying [ but sum wart true and nort true ]
4. Bruce gege have been working iin central ):
todayy .. wasnt really myy good dayy red light came~~! DRATS~~ then summore have 1 block of wood iin kitchen ~~! hahas.. but happy tiing iis ... ethan iis nort really tat bad ~~ (: so happy.. glad tat iim getting closer tuu hiim (: hiis iis nut iin the miind (: cos hiis strange and weiird (: todayy ii super no mood larr ~~! ii wanna go hme early but 0ji-san dunn allow): then 3 plus operation lesser .. we had a talk but ii didnt really say much ~~! jus shake and nod head (: then he ask miie sum qus~~
example:
1. whyy ii cry
2. isit becos kenny dunn tok tuu miie
3. becos ppl bully miie ?
4. work izzit?
5. kenny bully miie issit?
partly iis 2. and sum other reason ...
well 1 iis ii very scared ~~! and ii cant guess wart they/hiim/u or any 1 iis feeling ... as facial expression isnt or rather cant help much ...
then .. ii was partly nort iin a good mood oso .. was a lil pissed off wiit hiim oso
WART THE FUCK~~! II`M NORT TAT TUUPID OR DANG WHEN IIT COME TUU FOOD... II MAY BE BLUR SUM TIIME BUT ... TIING TAT KILL PPL II WILL KNOW ~~! dunn come and go sayiing tat .. uu dunno how ii wash the FUCKING riice .. come on larr .. ii know STAPLE bullet KILL~~! but nort tuu the extreme~~ ii dunn wann tuu pushh the blame oso ... but iit the FREAKING FACT LARR~~~ ok larr ... iif uu wanna say ii nort functioning well todayy .. ii accept iit ... as ii oso tiink so .. but dunno how ii was riice~~ ii FUCKING dunn accept iit larrr~~ ... ii mean ii wasnt my fault tat the tray and basket fell on the ground .. uu didnt have tuu liike throw bck at miie ~~! anyy wayy cant say much ..
then 0jisan say ii must bear wiith myy feeliing ~~~ how can ii ?? wiith tat guyy ... liike having split personality ... iif uu dunn wanna tok tuu miie becos of sum reason good or nort good for miie .. then dunn tok tuu miie the whole dayy larr ... ii cant take iit when uu tok tuu miie ... ii jus cant guess uu out ... ii mean .. 0ji-chan say must have communication iin kitchen ~~ how tuu have when ii tok tuu hiim hiis jus look at miie and brush miie off.. sumtiime jus turn and walk a way?
ii know working for tiish 6 mnth iis tuu let miie gain experince and the feeling of working etc... but no one really uds miie fully~~ onlii bruce gege~~ but the fully no one reallyy understand~~ anyy wayy moving on~~ ii freakiing shocked tat ethan wud say such sweet or maybe manly word and a lil disgusting word~~~! he told miie " iif uu nid a shoulder tuu cry/lean on ii be glad tuu lend uu miine~~!" SO sweet then afta tat ..." cos my should got muscle and iit hard"~~! omg hiis praising himself so the very the THICK SKIN~~ puii~~!
hmm... let see wart happen oso ...
ohh ohh yea~~ bruce gege `s wiffeyy iis bck~~! so happy for hiim (: ii actually really really wann tuu go see her ): but so many bad tiings happen ... haiis ii oso dunno wart tuu say ~~!
abt 2 . part of my p.feeling wannt it tuu tok tuu miie and part of iit dunn ... ~~! ... aiiyarrr .. ii dunno larr...
anyy wayy i`ll stop herr larr~
Byee byee buu (:
#Maii<3
P.S. SO COOL THREATING ETHAN (: kekes (:
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XiuuLiian-GANs.